Sunday, September 20, 2020

Envy and Generosity

September 20, 2020

St. John’s United Church of Christ, Union, Illinois

Matthew 20:1-16[1]

God is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. God is generous in showing love and mercy. There is no end to the generosity of God. People, on the other hand…

Now, I know that everyone here is generous. We give to the church each week what we can. Despite everything, the offerings we have given this year are higher than last year. We are kind and welcoming to visitors and new people. We share our vegetables and love a good pot-luck. We are generous folk. We genuinely want to help our neighbors and make positive changes in our community.

There are limits, though, right? When I think about other organizations to which I might give money, I tend to think about which is more deserving. How is the money going to be used? How much goes to the mission and how much to overhead, administration, and expenses? When I give to a person on the street, I hope they will use it for food and not alcohol. In fact, I would rather buy food for that person than just give them the cash. They might waste it.

I want some control over what happens with my donation. I want to put some restrictions on how it gets used. If I give a large gift, I want something for it, I want to put my name on it. There isn’t a hospital wing in America without a donor name attached to it. Recognition is the price of my generosity. But if so, isn’t it more of a transaction than a gift? Will I give the big bucks if I don’t get something out of it for myself?

There is a selfishness in that way of looking at generosity, a need to look out for my own self-interest first. There is a sense of scarcity too, the idea that I have to look out for myself first before I can help another. If I give away what I have, I won’t have what I need for myself. It is good to be responsible, to make sure that I don’t throw good money after bad, but if there is never enough for me, there will never be enough for anyone else.

That sense of scarcity is what comes out in the parable of the envious laborers and the generous landowner. This story is not about equal pay for equal work. It’s not about fairness as we usually understand it. In fact, our first response is probably to agree with the first laborers, hired early in the morning. We’ve worked hard all day, we have “borne the burden of the day and the scorching heat.”[2] Don’t we deserve more than those who were hired last?

Putting ourselves in the place of the first laborers, we too are envious of the ones hired last. They didn’t have to work all day. They probably just sat around all day, those lazy, good-for-nothings. I worked hard for what I have, not like them. And in thinking that way, we easily focus our disappointment, our frustration, and our resentment on our fellow laborers. How easily we turn on each other.

If the parable was about deservedness, then yes. The laborers hired first deserve more pay. But that is not what the story is about. The story is about the kingdom of heaven. “For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard.”[3] The kingdom of heaven is not about who deserves what. The kingdom of heaven is about God and the generosity and love of God.

So, let’s start over, and look at this a different way. The landowner gives everyone in the story work to do, and promises to pay them. Who are the laborers? It appears they are unemployed until they are offered work. Today, we might call them day-laborers. If no one hires them, they’ll go without work and without pay for the day. They all begin in the same circumstances, but by the end of the day, each has been given work to do and is being paid for that work. No one goes home empty handed today.

If we put ourselves in the place of those hired last, we get a different understanding. Having been idle all day, hoping someone would hire us, we were about to give up and go home to a hungry household with nothing to offer. At the last minute, the landowner offers us work. At the end of the day, we’re handed a full day’s wage. How generous, how amazing, how much more than we could have ever hoped for!

If we’re stuck thinking we’re the ones hired first, the story is about envy. We worry about the unfair distribution of wages; we envy those who worked less than us. We compete for the most, and struggle to accept when others receive undeserved generosity. We want to be first, and we resent when the last become first.

When we are stuck in that resentment, we fail to see that we have received what we need. We can’t recognize that we didn’t lose anything, nothing was unjustly taken from us. Those others didn’t walk away with more, they walked away with the same. We think that somehow we earned more of something, and we fail to understand that we earned it simply by needing it.

Jesus asks us to set aside our desire for equal treatment and celebrate a more generous understanding of fairness. A day’s wage will put food on the table. Each of the laborers has received according to their need, for each of them needs to feed their family. Are we unable to appreciate the good fortune of others because we have not appreciated our own good fortune? Are we not grateful that we have all that we need for today? Do we feel like we need more?

Depending on where you see yourself in the story, this parable changes from a tale of envy into one about the generosity of God. God’s generosity is more than we can imagine. God’s love and grace are not limited, God’s care and concern are not scarce, and the bounteous table of blessing has no lack of seats. The table of the kingdom is set for a feast, and every cup overflows. We are invited to share in the abounding and steadfast love of God, all of us, the first and the last, and the last no less than the first.

Let us be a generous people, giving freely of grace, kindness, and love to any who have need. God has generously blessed us and there is an endless store of blessings yet to be given away. May we learn to love with the heart of God, to let go of envy and celebrate God’s astounding generosity.  Amen.



[1] The scripture quotations contained herein are from the New Revised Standard Version Bible, copyright © 1989 by the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the U.S.A.  Used by permission.  All rights reserved.

[2] Matthew 20:12.

[3] Matthew 20:1.

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