Sunday, August 2, 2020

The Leftovers

August 2, 2020

St. John’s United Church of Christ, Union, Illinois

Matthew 14:13-21

I was hiking with my parents in the Sierra Nevada Mountains in California when I was about fourteen. As we reached the top of the pass, having hiked for several hours, we stopped for a break. We drank water, took photos of the gorgeous scenery, and ate some gorp. I tell you, I don’t know if I’ve ever tasted anything as good as peanuts, raisins, and M&M’s at 11,000 feet. It wasn’t that the food was so amazing; rather, it was the circumstances: the journey to get there, the location, the company.

I wonder if that is what it was like for the crowd in our scripture today. They gathered around Jesus, and as evening approached, they shared a meal. It wasn’t the food that made the occasion memorable – just fish and bread – but it was the circumstances.

Jesus had withdrawn to a deserted place, hoping to be alone. What had he heard that had caused him pain? John the Baptist, who had baptized Jesus in the Jordan, had been killed. Herod, the local king, imprisoned then executed John, and this news hit Jesus hard. John was his cousin, had been a friend, and had “prepared the way” for Jesus. Now he was gone and Jesus was grieved. His followers too, one must assume, for in hearing the news they followed Jesus on foot, a great crowd. They gathered there in that deserted place, but in their sadness they had one another for comfort and consolation. They looked to their leader for a sign of hope, and “he had compassion for them and cured their sick.”

The hour grew late, and the crowd showed no sign of dispersing. The disciples, concerned for the people, come to Jesus to talk about the food situation. People are getting hungry. You should probably tell them it’s time to go. But Jesus, who knows the people are not yet ready to get on with their lives, didn’t send them away. Instead, he took what little food they had, blessed it, broke it, and gave it to them. “And all ate and were filled.”

It must have been one of those moments of epiphany for the people, when suddenly the talking stops and everyone takes notice that something is happening. The image of one person giving food to a great crowd would have brought to mind their history. Some would have recalled the miracle of Elisha, in the book of Second Kings, who gave food to a hundred people.[1] Others might have thought of Moses and the tribes of Israel, wandering the wilderness, who were fed with manna from heaven.[2] Some may only have seen and been touched by the generosity and faith of Jesus, offering so little to so many, yet trusting that God would provide. And they likely thought about what had happened to John, and perhaps worried about the future. Whatever came to their minds, they sat, and they ate, and they remembered this meal.

Is there some meal that you remember that has special significance? Maybe it was a time when the whole family was together, or you had a special guest. Perhaps you recall a wedding feast or the funeral of a loved one as stories were shared around the table. You may not remember the taste of the food, but the event stands out in your mind. The Last Supper Jesus had with his disciples had that quality, and the same sense of happening. As they sat at that table with Jesus, I’m sure their memories went back to that day in the deserted place, when Jesus took, blessed, broke, gave. And they ate and were filled.

“And they took up what was left over of the broken pieces, twelve baskets full.” This image of abundance recalls to us the generosity of God, the greatness of God, the power of God to bring a feast in the desert. So little to share, so many people, and there were leftovers. Where did it all come from?

There are many less-than-satisfactory explanations. Maybe they all just took a little piece, like the little squares of communion bread we eat at church. That doesn’t explain how they all were filled, unless you take that phrase to mean a spiritual fullness. Maybe they all had brought food with them, and, when Jesus asked, shared with one another. That is certainly logical, but less than inspirational. Maybe Jesus did some magic, presto, and look at all the bread now! He was Jesus, after all. But that just seems hokey, and doesn’t feel real.

An explanation that I favor points out a key blindness of the person telling the story. The theologian, Rosemary Radford Reuther, writes: “The reason there was so much food was that all the women, as women are wont to do, brought picnic baskets, food enough for themselves, their children and one or two neighbors. So of course, there was more than enough for all. But since the women and children were not counted, the gospel writer did not know where the food came from and presumed it was a miracle performed by Jesus.”[3] In other words, Matthew just didn’t see the whole picture – he missed something.

Matthew records “five thousand men, besides women and children.” Adding in the women and children, there may have been upwards of thirty-thousand people there! This huge crowd had not spontaneously assembled; news had passed from person to person and household to household. The women, knowing they might miss dinner, brought food for their families, and a little extra to share if a neighbor had brought nothing. In those days, women did not “count” as people, and so were overlooked. Their contribution to the meal was overlooked as well.

Christian charity has its roots in the Jewish understanding of hospitality. Care for the poor, the widow, and the orphan was an ancient directive, almost on the level of a commandment. Hospitality, love of neighbor, caring for the poor, the sick, “the least of these”; this part of the ministry of Jesus was already being lived out by the women of the community who made sure that “all ate and were filled.”

There may have been many more baskets of leftovers than the twelve collected by the disciples of Jesus. Perhaps the women kept some to feed those left at home. The leftovers may be the real story. God works through us, through people, to accomplish what is good, and true, and miraculous. As the food was brought back home to the sick and the shut-ins, the story was told, the blessing was shared, and word of the compassion and faith of Jesus spread. The miracle wasn’t the food itself; it was the circumstances – it was the people, serving as the hands of God.

I encourage all of us to think about what to do with our leftovers. The biblical text says only that they took up what was left over. Reuther suggests that the women took what was left back home to share with others. What in our lives is left over, extra, more than we need, and what can we do with it? I’m not just talking about sharing free veggies in front of the church, or giving to the food pantry, though those acts are important. What is the extra stuff that fills our barns, and how can we use it to make a difference in the lives of others? Is the rummage sale an opportunity for grand generosity? What about the free time we have, time in which we could help those in need? Each of us may only be able to offer a little, but what can we accomplish when we do it together?

God is ready to make miracles – but we need to help make them happen. Jesus said “You give them something to eat.” Another theologian, Barbara Brown Taylor, sees this as a call to action: “Not me but you; not my bread but yours; not sometime or somewhere else but right here and now. Stop looking for someone else to solve the problem and solve it yourselves. Stop waiting for food to fall from the sky and share what you have. Stop waiting for a miracle and participate in one instead.”[4] The disciples have little, but Jesus will show them how it’s done: “Bring them here to me.” Have some faith, ask God for help, and start passing the food!

God is ready to make miracles. All that is needed are willing hands, compassionate hearts, and a community where love is shared. Bring what little you have to God, and be ready to share the leftovers. This is the place; the time is now. Let’s make something happen. Let’s be miracle workers.



[1] 2 Kings 4:42-44.

[2] Exodus 16.

[3] Rosemary Radford Reuther, "Miracle of the loaves and picnic baskets: uncounted women make world food go round" (National Catholic Reporter, Sept 6, 1996). FindArticles.com. 02 Aug. 2008. http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1141/is_n38_v32/ai_18676179.

[4] Barbara Brown Taylor, The Seeds of Heaven: Sermons on the Gospel of Matthew (Westminster John Knox Press, 2004), p. 53.

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