Showing posts with label #miracle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #miracle. Show all posts

Sunday, August 2, 2020

The Leftovers

August 2, 2020

St. John’s United Church of Christ, Union, Illinois

Matthew 14:13-21

I was hiking with my parents in the Sierra Nevada Mountains in California when I was about fourteen. As we reached the top of the pass, having hiked for several hours, we stopped for a break. We drank water, took photos of the gorgeous scenery, and ate some gorp. I tell you, I don’t know if I’ve ever tasted anything as good as peanuts, raisins, and M&M’s at 11,000 feet. It wasn’t that the food was so amazing; rather, it was the circumstances: the journey to get there, the location, the company.

I wonder if that is what it was like for the crowd in our scripture today. They gathered around Jesus, and as evening approached, they shared a meal. It wasn’t the food that made the occasion memorable – just fish and bread – but it was the circumstances.

Jesus had withdrawn to a deserted place, hoping to be alone. What had he heard that had caused him pain? John the Baptist, who had baptized Jesus in the Jordan, had been killed. Herod, the local king, imprisoned then executed John, and this news hit Jesus hard. John was his cousin, had been a friend, and had “prepared the way” for Jesus. Now he was gone and Jesus was grieved. His followers too, one must assume, for in hearing the news they followed Jesus on foot, a great crowd. They gathered there in that deserted place, but in their sadness they had one another for comfort and consolation. They looked to their leader for a sign of hope, and “he had compassion for them and cured their sick.”

The hour grew late, and the crowd showed no sign of dispersing. The disciples, concerned for the people, come to Jesus to talk about the food situation. People are getting hungry. You should probably tell them it’s time to go. But Jesus, who knows the people are not yet ready to get on with their lives, didn’t send them away. Instead, he took what little food they had, blessed it, broke it, and gave it to them. “And all ate and were filled.”

It must have been one of those moments of epiphany for the people, when suddenly the talking stops and everyone takes notice that something is happening. The image of one person giving food to a great crowd would have brought to mind their history. Some would have recalled the miracle of Elisha, in the book of Second Kings, who gave food to a hundred people.[1] Others might have thought of Moses and the tribes of Israel, wandering the wilderness, who were fed with manna from heaven.[2] Some may only have seen and been touched by the generosity and faith of Jesus, offering so little to so many, yet trusting that God would provide. And they likely thought about what had happened to John, and perhaps worried about the future. Whatever came to their minds, they sat, and they ate, and they remembered this meal.

Is there some meal that you remember that has special significance? Maybe it was a time when the whole family was together, or you had a special guest. Perhaps you recall a wedding feast or the funeral of a loved one as stories were shared around the table. You may not remember the taste of the food, but the event stands out in your mind. The Last Supper Jesus had with his disciples had that quality, and the same sense of happening. As they sat at that table with Jesus, I’m sure their memories went back to that day in the deserted place, when Jesus took, blessed, broke, gave. And they ate and were filled.

“And they took up what was left over of the broken pieces, twelve baskets full.” This image of abundance recalls to us the generosity of God, the greatness of God, the power of God to bring a feast in the desert. So little to share, so many people, and there were leftovers. Where did it all come from?

There are many less-than-satisfactory explanations. Maybe they all just took a little piece, like the little squares of communion bread we eat at church. That doesn’t explain how they all were filled, unless you take that phrase to mean a spiritual fullness. Maybe they all had brought food with them, and, when Jesus asked, shared with one another. That is certainly logical, but less than inspirational. Maybe Jesus did some magic, presto, and look at all the bread now! He was Jesus, after all. But that just seems hokey, and doesn’t feel real.

An explanation that I favor points out a key blindness of the person telling the story. The theologian, Rosemary Radford Reuther, writes: “The reason there was so much food was that all the women, as women are wont to do, brought picnic baskets, food enough for themselves, their children and one or two neighbors. So of course, there was more than enough for all. But since the women and children were not counted, the gospel writer did not know where the food came from and presumed it was a miracle performed by Jesus.”[3] In other words, Matthew just didn’t see the whole picture – he missed something.

Matthew records “five thousand men, besides women and children.” Adding in the women and children, there may have been upwards of thirty-thousand people there! This huge crowd had not spontaneously assembled; news had passed from person to person and household to household. The women, knowing they might miss dinner, brought food for their families, and a little extra to share if a neighbor had brought nothing. In those days, women did not “count” as people, and so were overlooked. Their contribution to the meal was overlooked as well.

Christian charity has its roots in the Jewish understanding of hospitality. Care for the poor, the widow, and the orphan was an ancient directive, almost on the level of a commandment. Hospitality, love of neighbor, caring for the poor, the sick, “the least of these”; this part of the ministry of Jesus was already being lived out by the women of the community who made sure that “all ate and were filled.”

There may have been many more baskets of leftovers than the twelve collected by the disciples of Jesus. Perhaps the women kept some to feed those left at home. The leftovers may be the real story. God works through us, through people, to accomplish what is good, and true, and miraculous. As the food was brought back home to the sick and the shut-ins, the story was told, the blessing was shared, and word of the compassion and faith of Jesus spread. The miracle wasn’t the food itself; it was the circumstances – it was the people, serving as the hands of God.

I encourage all of us to think about what to do with our leftovers. The biblical text says only that they took up what was left over. Reuther suggests that the women took what was left back home to share with others. What in our lives is left over, extra, more than we need, and what can we do with it? I’m not just talking about sharing free veggies in front of the church, or giving to the food pantry, though those acts are important. What is the extra stuff that fills our barns, and how can we use it to make a difference in the lives of others? Is the rummage sale an opportunity for grand generosity? What about the free time we have, time in which we could help those in need? Each of us may only be able to offer a little, but what can we accomplish when we do it together?

God is ready to make miracles – but we need to help make them happen. Jesus said “You give them something to eat.” Another theologian, Barbara Brown Taylor, sees this as a call to action: “Not me but you; not my bread but yours; not sometime or somewhere else but right here and now. Stop looking for someone else to solve the problem and solve it yourselves. Stop waiting for food to fall from the sky and share what you have. Stop waiting for a miracle and participate in one instead.”[4] The disciples have little, but Jesus will show them how it’s done: “Bring them here to me.” Have some faith, ask God for help, and start passing the food!

God is ready to make miracles. All that is needed are willing hands, compassionate hearts, and a community where love is shared. Bring what little you have to God, and be ready to share the leftovers. This is the place; the time is now. Let’s make something happen. Let’s be miracle workers.



[1] 2 Kings 4:42-44.

[2] Exodus 16.

[3] Rosemary Radford Reuther, "Miracle of the loaves and picnic baskets: uncounted women make world food go round" (National Catholic Reporter, Sept 6, 1996). FindArticles.com. 02 Aug. 2008. http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1141/is_n38_v32/ai_18676179.

[4] Barbara Brown Taylor, The Seeds of Heaven: Sermons on the Gospel of Matthew (Westminster John Knox Press, 2004), p. 53.

Sunday, July 12, 2020

Failures and Miracles

July 12, 2020

St. John’s United Church of Christ, Union, Illinois

Isaiah 40:28-31; Matthew 13:1-9

Matthew tells us that Jesus had to explain this parable to his disciples.  The text reads, “When he was alone, those who were around him along with the twelve asked him about the parables.  And he said to them, ‘To you it has been given to know the secrets of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been given.’”[1]  The disciples don’t understand the parable, so Jesus gives them the secret.  The secret is this…

The seed is the Word of God.  Those on the path hear the word, but evil takes it away from them.  Those on rocky ground hear the word, but when trouble comes, they fall away.  Those in the thorns hear the word, but the desires of the world choke them.  Those in good soil hear, accept, and bear fruit.

Matthew tells us that Jesus gave this explanation only to the disciples.  Some scholars suggest that this explanation of the parable originated with Mark.  Others suggest that it predates Mark, but that the explanation was added by the early Christians, and may not have been given by Jesus.  However the explanation originated, it doesn’t do much for those of us who aren’t in the good soil.

Have you ever felt stepped on?  Have you ever felt like you had an opportunity stolen away from you?  Have you ever been unsure of yourself, unprepared, not up to the task?  Have you ever felt like other people are pulling you away from what you love?  Have you ever been told that something you really liked was stupid, boring, or not true?  I think that more often than not I feel like I am stuck on the path, or the rocks, or surrounded by thorns.  Good soil seems harder and harder to find.

One scholar[2] suggests that this parable is a warning to those of us who are touched by the gospel.  As the seed of the word is cast out into the world, some of it will fail to grow.  This parable is as much about failure as it is about success.  Another interpreter offers a more bleak analysis.  “We preach the gospel, but the results are scarcely impressive.”[3]  Our churches are shrinking; people are going elsewhere to get their spiritual needs met.  Why bother speaking, you might ask, if no one is listening? 

In the parable, much of the seed fails to produce.  After three failures, there must be some good news.  There must be some success coming, right?  There is an expectation that there will be a harvest, and it had better be a good one.  The harvest does come.  The seed in the good soil produces fruit, thirtyfold, and sixtyfold, and a hundredfold.  But, “Is this harvest of thirtyfold, sixtyfold, and a hundredfold superabundant?  The contemporary evidence indicates that it is within the range of the normal.”[4] The seed of a grain or fruit produces a plant that has many grains or fruit, as many as a hundred.  The seed fails to grow three times, and finally the harvest comes, but it is average.  How is this a miracle? How is this the kingdom of God?

When I was a kid, Michael Jordan was still playing basketball. How many of you remember watching Jordan? Well, he was pretty good; possibly the best to ever play the game. But he also failed, a lot. On a poster in Kaleidoscoops Ice Cream in Crystal Lake there is a quote that reads, “I’ve missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I’ve been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.”

A message printed once in the Wall Street Journal was entitled “Don’t Be Afraid to Fail.”  It read,

You’ve failed many times, although you may not remember.  You fell down the first time you tried to walk.  You almost drowned the first time you tried to swim, didn’t you?  Did you hit the ball the first time you swung a bat?  Heavy hitters, the ones who hit the most home runs, also strike out a lot.  R.H. Macy failed seven times before his store in New York caught on.  English novelist John Creasey got 753 rejection slips before he published 564 books.  Babe Ruth struck out 1,330 times, but he also hit 714 home runs.  Don’t worry about failure.  Worry about the chances you miss when you don’t even try.[5]

Now, I know that I fell down a lot when I was learning to walk.  But I did learn.  I did finally succeed, but you know, I’m not a world champion walker, or anything.  I’m no Olympic sprinter.  I can walk, I can even run, but it’s a pretty average skill.  Is the parable suggesting that the ability to walk, something almost everyone can do, is a sign of the kingdom?

Maybe the point is that not everyone can walk.  For some people, just being able to stand unassisted would be a miracle.  Remember, Jesus went around Israel preaching and teaching, but he also healed people.  Jesus said to the paralytic, “stand up, take your bed and go to your home.”[6] A tremendous miracle for the paralytic, to be sure; and it was probably not easy to do, just get up and walk home, even having been healed by Jesus.  That person would have to learn to walk all over again, and would probably fall down a lot.  But it was a miracle to be given that chance, to be able to do something as ordinary as walking.  Even something as ordinary as walking can be a miracle.

Have any of you been tent camping? Were you in scouting? I’m pretty sure that none of you were able to pitch a tent or start a fire on your own the first time. It took practice. You had to fail before you could succeed. Those are good skills to have, and once they have been learned it is right to acknowledge the accomplishment. But there is a bigger lesson in the trying and failing.

Sometimes the miracle is in the failure. When we fail, we learn to try again. We learn to seek help from others. We learn that the best things in life don’t come easily, but require hard work, discipline, and perseverance.

And sometimes, when we fail, we learn that we can’t succeed at everything. Sometimes we learn how to move on and accept our limitations. Sometimes, when we don’t get what we want, we find that we have received what we need in spite of ourselves. Sometimes, when we don’t get what we think we need, God provides what we really need.

When you are farming, failure is inevitable.  You plant your seed, and not all of it is going to grow.  Things happen.  Not everything works out.  In fact, failure is to be expected.  However, it is possible that “In failure and everydayness lies the miracle of God’s activity.”[7] The kingdom comes, but it’s not where we expect.  The kingdom comes not in the miraculous, but in the ordinary. God is found in unexpected places, on the path, in the rocks, in the thorns.  Jesus chose his disciples, not from among the mighty, but from the ordinary.  He didn’t choose the Roman emperor, but the fishermen, James and John.  Jesus didn’t choose the chief priest, but Levi the tax collector.  Jesus chooses his followers from among the ordinary people, people like you and me.

The disciples of Jesus were people who had walked the hard-packed road of life. They were people who had found a way to move the rocks out of their fields. They were people who had managed to heal from the scratches left by the thorns. They are people who have learned to pitch a tent in the rain and build a fire to warm up by. They are people who have made serving others their goal. They are people who have made following Christ the way they live. They are ordinary people who recognize the miracles to be found in the failures.

What miracles can be found in the ordinary?  Simple water, blessed and poured over the head of an infant becomes the sign and seal of membership in the body of Christ.  Plain bread and ordinary wine, when broken and shared at the table, become a sacred remembrance of the one who died that we might have eternal life.  Ordinary elements are transformed into the holy sacraments.  A group of people gathered in a room, with a candle, and a book, find God in one another.  The message of forgiveness allows the addict to feel God’s grace, and to begin again.  The sun came up this morning.

A song called “Testify to Love” captures this feeling:

All the colors of the rainbow, all the voices of the wind,
Every dream that reaches out finds where love begins.
Every story, every star, every mountain, every sea
Every hand that reaches out in mercy and in peace
Testifies to the love of God.[8]

The miracle is there in the ordinary and the everyday.  Tell me, what miracle can you find today?



[1] Matthew 13:11.  The scripture quotations contained herein are from the New Revised Standard Version Bible, copyright © 1989 by the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the U.S.A.  Used by permission.  All rights reserved.

[2] Bernard Brandon Scott, Hear Then the Parable: A Commentary on the Parables of Jesus (Minneapolis: Fortress Press, 1989).

[3] David Buttrick, Speaking Parables: A Homiletic Guide (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2000), 67.

[4] Scott, 357.

[5] Jack Canfield and Mark Victor Hansen, Chicken Soup for the Soul rev. ed. (HCI, 1993), 228.

[6] Matthew 9:6.

[7] Scott, 362.

[8] “Testify to Love” by Henk Pool, Robert T. Riekerk, Paul Field, and Ralph Van Manen of Avalon. Copyright © 1998 Universal Music Publishing Group, EMI Music Publishing.